High School Fashions in 1969, photographed by Arthur
Thank God, Allah, Buddha, aliens, or whoever truly created the universe for good music, good people—that are rare to find, long showers, and beds…Most especially beds.
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Accuracy.
Your Existing Situation
“Is not making any progress, but unwilling to put any further effort into the situation. Seeking more comfortable conditions where very little is required of her. “
Your Stress Sources
Unfulfilled hopes have lead her to be cautious and mistrusting. Insists she have full control over her actions and will not let anything hold her back or stand in her way. Unwilling to give up or surrender anything and demands a promise of safety against future setbacks or loss of status. Has no hope that things will get better in the future and this negative attitude lead her to
ahlay asked: You are so beautiful.
Oh, no. But you are, my dearest Aly! :) *hugs*
One of my latest obsessions: my eating habits. Healthier has felt better somehow. And I feel as though it’s something I can control. For once, there’s something I can control.
For dinner, I had a hearty soup loaded with vegetables and a little bit of rice, as well as toasted ciabatta bread with mozzarella cheese and minced garlic. Mmmm, I’d like to turn back the time just to enjoy it again.
Love is a tired symphony you hum when you’re awake,
and love is a crying baby Mama warned you not to shake.And love’s the best sensation hiding in the lion’s mane.
So I’ll clear the road, the gravel, and the thornbush in your path; burn a scented oil that I’ll drip into your bath.
The water’s there to warm you, and the earth is warmer when you laugh.
And love is the scene I render when you catch me wide awake,
and, love is the dream you enter though I shake and shake and shake you.And love is the best endeavor waiting in the lion’s mane.
I want to be good to somebody.
I’m sure that at least one person I know who sees this would read it and say some variation of, “Even though you screw up, you’re good to me.” But you and I both know that I won’t and will probably never believe you. That’s just how I am. I’ll check this off when I do something for a person that I feel they truly deserve. I have yet to complete such a complex task.
Some people I know deserve the world, how can I give them that?
I guess this will be one of my twenty-twelve goals!
permanently embedded in my thoughts
(via llleila)
It was the summer of 2009.
I laid lifelessly on one of the many grassy-green hills in sunny Southern California, feeling each blade poking up from underneath a worn blanket, eyes wide and observant of the air. It smelled like spring.
But it was August. And the trees hid the sun.
I stared straight into it’s piercing rays, searching through every limb, hindering my perfect vision.
Did I care? No—not at all.
It was beautiful.
-Note- I wish I could have captured the essence of that moment through photograph, or through writing, but this is all I have to offer…I’m a poo. Taken at said moment in time, the summer of 2009. Hah.
I spent most of my day cleaning, preparing for finals, and cooking (baked some red-snapper and made wild rice for my brother and I, yum!). I’ve been eating a lot these past three days, and I’m just beyond ecstatic that my gluttonous appetite is back. I have no clue as to why it subsided for a while…Oh, and I’m still pescetarian.
Latest addictions? Sliced pineapples and, other times, Triscuits Thin Crisps!
I’m currently in amidst of completing a 200-term study guide for AP US History :( I’ve been working on it all day while listening to my “self-pity station” on Pandora. Haha. I’m on the brink of even more change and couldn’t care less about what shouldn’t matter. All is great for the moment.
A reminder to read this book as soon as I can get my hands on it!





